[01 Mar 2006|12:32am] [ mood | blah ] hello all kiddykins chrissykins thinks taht i should update so yea well nothings really new int eh life of self absorbeded depressed attitude fucked ricki i got my fite comming up yay for that nd ill be able to c chass on the way double yay nd tyson is comming to stay in mount isa for a week nd my bday nd im looking so much to that ive been havn trouble wit matt nd well mikhail is amazing nd yet so paranoid nd i still feel so compelled to love him more nd more nd well im sick nd blagh nd jessie is worrying me she says shes addicted to pain nd is hurting herself nd im hurting myself nd my friends are goin fucked up on me is just feels as tho my whole world is crashing down tumble tumble burn crash wav lil wicky add a little sugar

life [19 Jan 2006|02:19am] [ mood | busy ] [ music | chrises kissing ] hi all only me as usual well i no i dont rite much honestly its coz i dont feel the neeed to rite my feelings down so everyone can how much of a lame ass i am well lifes like normal u hav good days u hav bad one nd u definetly hav a lot of boring ones well i work now so yippee nd i hav to go back to skool nxt week oh yay looking forward to that one umm well im back at kickboxing nd yeh im happy to back thatz like my second life so yay nd it releaves my anger too ! so i get to go to brissy in year nd c matt oh yay i love him so much nd welll yea if it all goes to plan i will be fiting in april yay for me well neways im off im goin shopping otmoz oh yay for me later ubber dooberez 1sweetness|add a little sugar

[31 Dec 2005|03:44pm] welll i havnt written in a while yay for me nah chris has been nagging so i mayas well rite something just to make him happy well i got paid on thursday nd went on some retail therapy nd then i slept ova zoies after i had a day filled full of sisterly actions first i got my ear pierced for the second time wit jessie but im trying so hard to hide from my parents then me nd zoie got rings togetha which is pretty cool dey r like da best buds eva um yea so i came home friday nd well cleaned alil nd what not ummmm welll today is saturday= new years eve = my sisters bday soo that mean i had to buy her a present make her breakfast nd baby sit her devil of a son tonite but its all good im havn zoie nd jess come ova which has occured in a long time wen it first happend it was wen da sista hood was made created nd still stands today so yea fun! well we r havn chinese nd watching xanda should be loads of fun i shaved my dog slipknot today lol that was fun hmmmm well me nd chris have been getting closer dats good we r awesome friends nd well i got a surprise call from chass last nite dat was kool i hav to work tomorrow drat that nd then spend the nite wit my god parents i havent seen in ova 10 years well newho tonite should be fun havnt talked to matt for a while nd well cjs on holz for a week not fair! mmmm neways im gonna go do the rest of moi chores b4 zoie gets hear ill talk to yall doobers later <3 yas all add a little sugar

the ups nd downs of life [26 Dec 2005|07:37pm] well life gets shit then it gets betta slightly or makes u so happy u may fall over nd hit ur head on something rahter hard nd very painful u may neva get ova well yesterday was christmas nd i was feeling rather lonely nd let down by the way ppl hav been treating me spesh the ones that r extremely close but then cj came along nd told me that he had fallen head ova heals for me nd that he loves me so much which i thought was adorable nd i herd him on audio for the first tiem nd it made me melt matt has a webby now nd yay that makes things alot easier for the both of us nd me nd jess seem to be doing ok so far i was talking to her on the phone as well as matt which was hilarious nd a lot of fun me nd chris are talking again soo woot for that nd hayden decided to call me last nite just to be a pain well im out later days oooober doobers 1sweetness|add a little sugar

the ups nd downs of life [26 Dec 2005|07:11pm] last nite was well quite wierd i was feel rather down about the guy perspective on me wen a really good friend ive been talking to quite seriously decided to announce that hes inlove wit me. it was really cute nd yea we talked on audio nd it was awesome i love the american guy accent its supper kool well matt the guy im engaged to be engaged to got a webcam so yay that makes life a lot easier for me hes sooo gorjus i love him terribly nd well me nd chris r talking again woot for that nd hayden decided to call me last nite nd be a pain i was being incredibly talented nd talking on two phones ne talking on msn at the same time lol i got lots of chrissy pressies nd the thing is no one is probably gonna read this hmm there fore wasting three mins its taking for me to write this hmmmm wat 2 do its crummy that so many ppl can love me like yay nd all for me but i dotn think i really deserve it in all honesty well the sweetness is out later days ubber doobers add a little sugar

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